Monday, July 28, 2008

PIckles

Pickles is a cat. He used to live across the parking lot at my condominium complex but his owners committed the unthinkable: they moved and left him there. I will not go into a rant about how I feel about people who abandon their pets - not at this time. Suffice to say, I feel pretty strongly if you take on the responsibility of sharing your life with an animal, you had better be prepared to make certain sacrifices as far as future housing goes. When I was getting ready to move from southern California to northern California and began searching for an apartment, literally the first words out of my mouth when I was calling about vacancies, was do you accept pets? If they said no, I said thank you for your time and went on to the next call.


OK, so maybe I wound up on a little rant anyway - back to Pickles. He is about 8 or 9 years old and he's absolutely adorable. Once we figured out that he had been abandoned, Roomie and I started leaving food for him. Eventually, he began spending his nights in our fenced-in patio. We tried to coax him inside but Pickles would have none of that - he would never come in. Last fall, Roomie panicked at the thought of Pickles sleeping out in the cold and the rain and purchased Pickles his own little house (OK, so technically it's a dog house). We lined his little house with pillows and comforters and blankets. Roomie also built him a little porch for the house so he could have his meals out of the rain as well and there was added protection from the wind and the rain. And Pickles loved it.


Now that it's summer again, the house has been packed away and Pickles has little beds all over our patio for certain times of the day and night. He likes to sleep on the pillow right outside the patio door in the early afternoon and also from twilight to about 10 p.m. Then he'll move to his little spread over by the patio table and curl up under the comforter there. He likes to sleep under the covers.


Last Saturday morning, Roomie came running in and woke me up at 7am. It appeared that Pickles had a fish bone or something stuck in his throat from the canned soft food that Roomie had given to Pickles. A trip to the emergency room vet followed - Pickles did not enjoy this trip. It turns out that it was not a fish bone but Pickles had two little growths on both sides of his mouth that were inflamed and needed to be removed. They sedated him and performed the operation - the growths were benign thankfully.


When we got back home with Pickles, we opened up the cat carrier and Pickles promptly left the patio. He spend the rest of the day punishing us for taking us to the "stabby place" as Max the pyscho kitty calls it, and wouldn't come home at all. Well, he would venture close to the patio and let us pet him but then he would zip away again.


Roomie was distraught - he's still sort of new to the whole cat punishment thing. He was certain that Pickles was never coming home again. I tried to explain to him that we were being punished for taking Pickles to the vet, even though it was in his best interests but Roomie wanted to hear none of it. He was certain that Pickles would never come back and would starve to death in his new hiding place. Well, Sunday morning when I woke up, Roomie came in to tell me that Pickles was in the patio sleeping.


Pickles is now eating soft food and you can tell that while his little sutures bother him a bit, they don't bother him nearly as much as those inflamed growths did. And he's almost completely forgiven us for taking him to the vet. :)

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Changes....

Unfortunately, it's been awhile since I last posted anything - I'm not quite sure why except I was too "busy" - looking back, I can't see any compelling reason that would prevent me from posting but there you have it.

Let's see, among my many changes is I decided not to go to law school. I wound up doing a lot of soul searching and talking to many people about this and eventually wound up deciding that it was in my best interests NOT to attend law school. The major deciding factor? I was diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes and I decided that I needed to focus more on my health and well-being, rather than stressing myself out with 3 years of law school.


However, the idea of not working in the legal field was complete anathema to me so I've enrolled in a paralegal program at the local university. It will take about 18 months to 2 years to complete (if I can ever get it together) and this way I will still be able to work in the legal field and earn a decent living. Right now I'm waiting for my student aid to come through before registering for fall classes.

In order to deal with my diabetes, I decided I was going to need some help. I found a therapist to help me deal with the emotional side of being diagnosed, I also located a personal trainer to kick my butt at the gym on a fairly regular basis. And the best part? I searched for and found a personal chef who would come in once a week and cook diabetic friendly meals for me and leave them in the refrigerator. All I had to do was heat and serve. My triglycerides came down significantly as well as my A1C levels. All was well.

And then last month, I was laid off from my job. I've spent pretty much the first month dealing with the shock of not having a job and being let go. Change is hard, especially when your daily routine is completely disrupted and you have to find a new routine. I can no longer afford my personal trainer, therapist, or the chef so now I'm sort of venturing into diabetes land on my own and trying to apply what I'd learned with everyone as far as meals, etc. goes.

I'm a little worried but now that I have all this time, I can structure my days to maximize my efforts towards becoming healthier. I was originally going to say super healthy but I don't know if that applies with being diabetic. Something I'm going to have to think about.


Fortunately, my mother is paying for my health insurance through COBRA for three months so at least I won't be venturing about uninsured for the meantime and hopefully I will find employment soon with benefits.


And on the bonus side, my birthday is coming up this week. I've already received a lovely card and letter from High School Friend and my mother tells me that a package is in the mail!